Time to plan the future

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Did we get a job? Hell no... What were you thinking?

This is one of the last posts I plan to write here. I thought the day when I would have internet 24/7 in Italy and organize this blog doing all the translate im too lazy to do with 15 minutes connections would eventually come.

It wont.

Everyone I met when we were planning to come here thought it would be a very bad time to come to Italy cause of the world crisis blah blah blah. Life here still goes on. If you walk around you see people needing someone to do a job. Bars or Caffes needing more waiters, designers, engineers, drivers... There is always a place for a qualified professional.

Why didnt we get a job? Just a few people told us about another issue wich I now know its the hardest part. Leaving a life and a family behind is the real problem.

Maybe its easier when you go marry someone that already lives in this different country but when someone needs to start it from scratch like my wife... She dreamt this place would be the magic kingdom, many people alerted us of this kind of behavior wich isnt uncommon to someone that plans to live far away. She gave the signs and I denied them... She even said to some italians that the life in Brazil was unbearable when we just got here.

I guess this was a side effect from her disappointment with the theft we suffered some years ago when the italy idea started. She was trying to run to a place she wold feel safe, she forgot ALL the rest involved in an important step like this.

Took 2 months to break the enchant of Italy but not even five months were enough for her to admit she doesnt want to live here even sabotaging our staying here every step.

For anyone going to another country or trying to live in a different place I must say this: know yourself and the bonds that make you who you are, no one can fight his own nature.

Some people can live farther from their birth place, some cannot.

This is her second failed attempt, I shouldve known better.